i am having a great time here at cwj. but not in the laughing-all-the-time, always-doing-something-awesome sort of way. i just find myself content here. i'm not wishing i was somewhere else. i don't dread coming back after free weekends. coming back to permanent staff was a good choice, and i'm happy that i'm here. also, my roommate sarah is so fun. :) one of the scariest things to me about starting my job in august is that i will have to create an identify as myself and myself alone. not annie in the salvation army. not tim & donna's daughter. not the girl who's worked at camp forever. i am starting fresh, and i've never experienced that before. it's kind of scary. i am so envious of those who get to go back to college in the fall. i never thought i'd say it, but i miss college. i miss appalachian. i miss classes. i miss living in a dorm. i miss being a college kid. but life moves on, and i have to move along with it. zack is my favorite person, and i am one lucky gal because of him. my parents are in atlanta, david's in winston, drewski's in charlotte, and i'm in denton. i miss my family, but i guess i should get used to this. i couldn't be happier.
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